Friday, December 26, 2014
Search me, O God, and know my heart. I've always seen that as a bit of a threat. Too invasive. But it's taken on a different meaning entirely. Search me, O God. Examine me, O God. Like a doctor examines his patient. Know my heart. Discover the disease that eats away at my quality of life! Know the burden I feel. Try me and know my anxious thoughts. Test me, quiz me. Check my symptoms. Listen to my concerns and my worries about what is going wrong. See if there be any evil way in me. Reveal to me where I am going wrong, where I am crippling myself. Identify my sin and wrongdoing. Lead me in the way everlasting. Lead me to the cure. Teach me the correct path, the different method.